Thursday, June 6, 2013

Toss and Turn


Okay, yes, it's a little extreme...
but it captures my thoughts EXACTLY!
Rough night last night.
I spent hours tossing and turning I just couldn't
get comfy no mater what I did.
Add 100 zillion thoughts running through my head one after another. I wish I could turn my brain off or at least change the channel to a more interesting one.
Why does this happen at 3 am?
Can't it happen at 10 in the morning after a nice warm cup of coffee that keeps you awake anyway?


So, made it through Mothers Day.
Tough day for me.
I'm "THANKFUL" for my youngest daughter and my granddaughters.
They made the day a happy one.
I don't think I'd survive if it wasn't for them.
I'm just glad it's over.
Though, nights like last night, bring everything back into my head.
So, I guess I really don't avoid anything.
I'll never be rid of memories no mater what so I guess it's better to remember them, deal with it..
and than move on.
This is me, moving on..

I've been painting! Whoohoo!
Love when I spend time doing what I love.
I sold two paintings at the art show!
At the Mare Island Museum Garden Show in Vallejo.
It's so exciting when a painting sells, and Wow, I sold TWO!
I think it helped me to get over my painting block.
It's good to be painting again!
Now, if the sun will come out and stay out, that would be perfect! :)