Sunday, June 19, 2011

Just Thinking

Okay, so when I came here, to my Mom's house, I figured I'd be here a week.
Three months later, I'm running out of clothes.
I brought 1 set of sleeping cloths, long pants and a few shirts. Under clothes and only one bra..
I've been to  thrift stores and I picked up, 2 pairs of Capri's and 3 shirts.
Payless shoes had some flip flops and a pair of little boat shoes.
Since I've been back in my hometown, I've been in contact with my high school friend who brought me 3 shopping bags of cloths..
PRAISE THE LORD!
I've also had to pick up hair products and grooming supplies..
I've been looking pretty un-kept as my only focus has been my mom and her care. Now that she is at home, I've had a to  chance to take some time for me.
Spending my days, reading or painting.
Now that the weather is better, I have been outside working with Mom's flowers. I really enjoy that.
I'm homesick and miss my ranch, my animals.. but my daughter is doing well taking care of the home front. That makes me able to relax and let go of the things I can't change.
I'm glad I have my cat Dolby and the puppies with me..
They are good company.

Friday, June 10, 2011

June Already?










Where has time gone? The days are turning into weeks, the weeks into months...
The last two months have been filled with my Mom being admitted into the hospital. She developed pneumonia and as a result it directly contributed to an abnormal heart rhythm that will never go away. She is on oxygen 24/7 and uses a walker now that she never used before. I've seen her go from an independent woman to on who is frail and  in danger when she is alone. Although this is not something I would have wanted to experience.. I'm blessed to be right here with her going though this together.
She is my Mom..
My days have been filled with reading books. Seems I have stuck with one Author.. I like many others, but she is familiar. Seems I need familiar, so, I'm sticking with the need.
I have also spent time on the computer, endlessly looking up arbitrary things to amuse myself.. pass the time...
My Sister brought me some acrylic paints, brushes and paper for me to paint. I've painted several paintings and looking forward to many more. It's very relaxing...
I'm not into television.. movies once in a while.
I also picked up some earpieces for my phone so I can listen to some radio programs that will encourage me and keep my spiritual growth filled as well as my strength leaning on Jesus.. my FAITH.
I'm looking forward to days spent outside in the SONshine working in the garden with the flowers while my Mom dozes in the fresh air.
I'm also looking forward to spending  time with my Granddaughter Abigail...